Parallax

by Widow Sunday

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tjwashburn If Rammstein, The Deftones & Unearth had a baby while grooving to 80's new wave you'd have this album. An absolute beast from start to finish. It has been on almost non-stop repeat for me since I purchased it. Favorite track: Chrysalis.
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1.
Once again another sleepless night deciding what to do My bloodshot eyes will only see me descend into a haze The days all seem to blur together Can’t tell which ones are real Every night as I lie awake, the thoughts return; it all repeats Take me now I can’t stand this place. Take me somewhere I won’t feel this way Round and round the cycle turns til I’m right back at the start Every time I think I’ve won, that I’ve finally passed this test I return to the same place that I left But this won’t be the end of me Every night as I lie awake, the thoughts return; it all repeats Take me now I can’t stand this place. Take me somewhere I won’t feel this way I don’t need another hole in my head. The one I’ve got will do just fine. When’s my chance, my time to breathe? Every night as I lie awake, the thoughts return; it all repeats Take me now I can’t stand this place. Take me somewhere I won’t feel this way
2.
First light, a new war starts inside my mind A battle for the will to wear my mask and face the day Hide behind the mask of someone who has met their match, A beaten broken cog inside the wheel of the machine I believe that they don’t have control of me I alone control my future, fate and destiny The beast within is tearing at my outer being And thus released, I relent, it begins devouring the dark Be the explosion that shatters the world, Breaking through the weakend flesh sustained by the old If there’s nothing worth saving, why do I fight? Each bead of sweat, each drop of blood I fight for my life! Each and every one of us was given a gift, the will to sustain and the strength to resist Divided by the conflict that defines our days Your weakness only strengthens all that we have attained. Now is the time to make my mark Annihilation of that empty shell Be the explosion that shatters the world, Breaking through the weakened flesh sustained by the old If there’s nothing worth saving, then why do I fight? Each bead of sweat, each drop of blood I fight for my life! Be the explosion that shatters the world, Breaking through the weakened flesh sustained by the old If there’s nothing worth saving, why do I fight? Each bead of sweat, each drop of blood I fight for my life!
3.
Cinders 04:34
Corruption, brutality. Force fed lies of purity. Servant to the great machine, twisted by your own disease. Rhetoric regurgitate, make yourself feel justified Forcing those who’ve seen the truth to use our calloused weak minds A trigger finger leader opened the abyss A junkie’s fix to take and dominate We will devour everything within sight Spreading like a cancer and consuming the light ‘Reap what we sow’ will be our demise Laughing in our misery while we’re burning the skies Slaughterhouse for weakened men convinced they can see the end From a distance you feel safe Watch your world disintegrate Blind us to the waves of fire. Ignorance is perfect bliss. A junkie’s fix to take and dominate We will devour everything within sight Spreading like a cancer and consuming the light ‘Reap what we sow’ will be our demise Laughing in our misery while we’re burning the skies Emptiness will breed malevolence No remorse for the fallen and used Mountains leveled and the oceans to ash The cinders of this dying world Watch your world disintegrate; the cinders of a dying world
4.
Chrysalis 03:51
Take me from this blackened state before I break and fall away This body only takes so much. Use the fear to keep me focused How has this become my life? This selfish hell My mind won't accept the truth Am I strong enough to keep you safe? I don't know I have felt the darkest thoughts grinding my brain into dust Every other word I speak laced with anger and disgust And then I see your face and it's surrounded by light The sum of my love is alive in your eyes This angel, the proof there is more I can be The change, the fire you've ignited in me New life granted Your protector I will crush all your detractors I have felt the darkest thoughts grinding my brain into dust Every other word I speak laced with anger and disgust And then I see your face and it's surrounded by light The sum of my love is alive in your eyes This angel, the proof there is more I can be The change, the fire you've ignited in me
5.
When our eyes connected; determined to love. Everything was perfect, all I wanted to see But soon infatuation turned into repulsion and only made me realize I was better without you. I look at you, you think of him How long before you disappear? I couldn’t fuck you hard enough to save my life I hope all the others taste better than mine I hesitate, then the hatred all comes flooding back. I am done hoping you will change someday. This charade, has strengthened what I thought was lost. It ends today. Your blackened eyes won’t ever turn me to stone. At first the signs were subtle, then they started to show I should have seen this coming; I know what you are You had so infected me I thought you were real Your actions speak louder than your screams ever will I look at you, you think of him How long before you will disappear? Every day, in every way. So deceived and so betrayed. Hide behind that little smile. The one you used to fool all the others You little slut, couldn’t keep ‘em closed long enough to get me out the door I’m fucking done. I’ve seen enough. I can’t wait to take your head I hesitate, then the hatred all comes flooding back. I am done hoping you will change someday. This charade, has strengthened what I thought was lost. It ends today. Your blackened eyes won’t ever turn me to stone.

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released March 1, 2019

All music written and performed by Widow Sunday
Lyrics by Jacob Falconer
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Sean Duffy
Logo design and cover layout by Adam Cutler (www.motionlessvisions.com)
Cover photo by Matt Darcy (www.bananamasher.com)
Logo model created by Michael B. White (www.facebook.com/mbwdesigns)

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